I have been working hard these days,work and work,even till 12 o'clock yesterday. But work cann't be all life,never could it!
Sth cann't be removed from heart, however i tried. May be I'm still too young to understand the things,the emotion. But when I'm facing it,Ｉ ｄｏ ｎｏｔ ｋｎｏｗ ｗｈａｔ ｔｏ ｄｏ．．
Here,I want to write down my dream. I have been stupid for years that I warite down such kind of my dreams, and tried to get the wise ,the things and my sought from the dream...
Although really stupid,I want to write it down,Or I will be ancious all the time and could not concreat at all.
The dream was dreamed last Friday,may be. I dreamed that I went the church and got married. It's unbelieveable~~~ But true in the dream. May be all the things in dreams are unbelievable and abnormal...
The girl I marryed with is the secret :> I just want to forgot it and never be remembered. I have suffer the the emotion for years. I still remember,before the sun rise,who climbed to the top of dormitory and sitting and waiting for the first sunshine touched that room~~~ For days,I do not wann't to forget,May be not for the thing or the emotion itself, but it's for the why.
I don't know!
I think the story sometimes is dramatic,and very interesting,no,maybe ...
Sorry,I do not know how to say about it.For a short time, we contacted,but too short, and in the end, I broke it. For I really have to!!
When in the courting,I was a member of "C++ Triple Group" :)We three friends do things we want to do for what we want. I have to say, may be I was too "smart"?? I put the group for the first place, It's because that,I love the group and my friends,the friends are the people who knows me and helps me for heart.
I still remember one time, She dated me,she need my help on a programming problem.We decied to meet in a classroom at the afternoon. But in the noon,just the noon, our "C++ Triple Group" decied to go to the LuoVillage and the Taishan town to staticstics the need of student teacher. Although I wannt to meet her and see her as quick as possible, I have to cancel the date,and delayed it. Sorry,I know mybe you cann't understand me, but I can never tell the reason, for reasons will turn out to be the Excuses!
Still remember that day,you got ill,and feels bad. I hate myself, for I dont know what to do that time!!I hate me! Ijust write down the codes,and bless in my heart,bless you'll feel better.
Yesterday, no matter happy or not,are the passed.Let me wen on my dream.
Where have i talked?Oh,just gotted married, but i do not know how to do with the marriage. That night, I plays in a friend home,and with the time going,I didn't return home.
May be I have been a bachelor for too long a time that I do not know how to care a girl or any other reasons? Why? Like is like, love is love, and marriage is marriage??
I still don't know.
Oh,for a very long break now, the story is just so much. I know that the blog is banned by the Goverment, and it's hard to view my blog,and even unavailable to make a reply.
So,just view it, and treat is as a story from internet, and it really have nothing to do with you, never take it as any thing costs your time.
Thanks for your time~~~,and I have a sentence for you:
A failure court is beeter than a failure love, much more better than a failure marriage.
So,I 'm luck. So bless you~~~
